Sigh, I’m in such a dilemma now after receiving that text :(
Common sense tells me to go all out without any hesitations and (hopefully) everything will be fine after that. But as soon as I tell myself that, I start thinking about all the stuff that she told us and how even Han Yung told me last time that he pities her and I can’t bear to do it anymore. Then when I start to pity her, I will start thinking about the small argument with some of my classmates that happened before Thursday’s lecture and the obvious incident during Wednesday’s tutorial. Plus if we manage to end this, we’ll probably get a much better (and super duper cool) replacement.
Bleh, I think I used to be super decisive and heartless last time but it’s not the case anymore. I’ll probably be thinking about this throughout the whole of next week, hahaha. I seriously have no idea why it’s on Friday and not at the start of the week or something, it just drags my dilemma for a longer period of time and makes me think too much. Plus it’s coincidentally on my birthday too, not fair! :( Worst thing is that the text explicitly says “this is to be kept confidential and do not mention this to anyone else” which means I can’t discuss or ask anyone for advice…
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